Sunday, April 27, 2008

lulong

para kang yosing matagal kong hindi nahitit. nakaka-adik. hinahanap-hanap.
para kang beer. tatlong boteng hindi napigilang laklakin. nakaka-lasing.
para kang sugal. na lagi akong talunan. pero binabalik-balikan.
pagbigyan mo na ko. ikaw lang ang bisyo ko.

i shouldn't have

i've been searching thru the corners of my mind for blog ideas. and it's been weeks that my mind had been blank for creativity... even rants..

and for the lack of better posts, i decided to write in here a poem made to me by a friend. he'd kill me (i think!) if he knew i did this. but then again, i'm confident he wouldn't come cross on this blog. hehehe!

to a friend who's always there
cheering me up when i'm down and feeling
another day is all fucked up
whether it's work related or personal issues
an hour's chat with her is enough to change my hues

i hope this would make you remember me
when the time comes that you're feeling dizzy
when you have noone or when it's outright gloomy
hug this and you'll never be sorry

when the day comes that we'll part ways
always remember the times and the laugh out days
the videoke sessions we had on wee hours
and the time we spend waiting for log-out

i hope this christmas will bring you so much joy
more than the happiness offered by this stuffed toy
i hope we'll stay as friends forever
and never forget the time we spent with each other

i nagged him for a card when i asked him for the gift. and he made me this. i was surprised more than shocked.

and knowing how burara i can be, im posting this poem here. for it to be immortalized. hopefully our frienship can be as well.

hoping for a permanent friendship...

Tuesday, April 08, 2008

himbing

antagal na...
akala ko madali lang maging masaya

ngunit mas madali ang magpanggap
mas madali maging bulag

antagal nang nagtatago
...sa sariling anino
...sa kasiyahan ng iba
...sa huwad na pag asa


mababaw lang ako
tanggap na ang pagkatalo

pinagbigyan lang ako
ayokong umabuso

nais kong managinip
at habulin ang mga bituin
walang katuturan ang paggising
sanay' manatiling nahihimbing

JUDGE ME. i deserve it.