Wednesday, May 31, 2006

three blind kitties

my good deed this weekend. i rescued three little kitties!


i remember it was around 8 or 9 pm (i forgot the date. all i know is that it was raining freakin hard that night) when i heard the "meows" from outside my window. and i couldn't ignore. how can i?


i took out around 7 pieces of jalousy from my window to get to the roof. there i found two wet kittens. their eyes aren't open yet. mga basang sisiw. basang pusa, rather.


me and brother put them in shoebox. where they slept like the little angels that they are. :P


the next day, we found another cat in our backyard. we named her squirtle. coz she's so cute. and ive always wanted a squirtle. we named the other two, pusa and meowth. :)


my mom wouldn't allow us to keep them though. coz im allergic to cats. but we couldn't abandon them. they stayed 2 more days with us until their mom found them. and of course, we let 'em go.


we don't have pusa, meowth and squirtle with us anymore. we let them be with their family.


i think its high time for us to get a pet. id prefer a puppy though. :D

Sunday, May 21, 2006

mocha blends

Start:     May 15, '06
dinner with ria
kid dropped by to get his phone

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

mocha blends


its linus' anniv today. or last night, rather. and i feel so evil coz i have been asking him to join us for dinner. actually, nagging him is more like it.


 


i know i was abusing his girlfriend’s kindness, but i was just so used to having him around. for the past four months, it has been mostly me, kid and ria. we were the perfect love triangle. (we would often talk and laugh about it.) hehe!


 


anyways, i have decided to leave kid to celebrate their anniv in peace. (Happy anniversary kid and hunh!)


 


ria and i decided on mocha blends in tandang sora. we were in the middle of dinner when kid came. he just dropped by to get one of his phones from me. He left it in my car last saturday when we went out with our high school friends. We didn’t stay long though. I still have work and ria needs to get some sleep. (though im sure she wont be able to)



we planned on watching da vinci code together. its weird that we’ve been spending most of our time together and yet I still look forward to the time that we’ll meet up again…

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

confessions of an ugly stepsister


i wanna read this book... looks interesting


Is this new land a place where magics really happen?


From Gregory Maguire, the acclaimed author of Wicked, comes his much-anticipated second novel, a brilliant and provocative retelling of the timeless Cinderella tale.


In the lives of children, pumpkins can turn into coaches, mice and rats into human beings.... When we grow up, we learn that it's far more common for human beings to turn into rats....


We all have heard the story of Cinderella, the beautiful child cast out to slave among the ashes. But what of her stepsisters, the homely pair exiled into ignominy by the fame of their lovely sibling? What fate befell those untouched by beauty . . . and what curses accompanied Cinderella's exquisite looks?


Extreme beauty is an affliction. . .


Set against the rich backdrop of seventeenth-century Holland, Confessions of an Ugly Stepsister tells the story of Iris, an unlikely heroine who finds herself swept from the lowly streets of Haarlem to a strange world of wealth, artifice, and ambition. Iris's path quickly becomes intertwined with that of Clara, the mysterious and unnaturally beautiful girl destined to become her sister.


Clara was the prettiest child, but was her life the prettiest tale?


While Clara retreats to the cinders of the family hearth, burning all memories of her past, Iris seeks out the shadowy secrets of her new household--and the treacherous truth of her former life.


God and Satan snarling at each other like dogs.... Imps and fairy godmotbers trying to undo each other's work. How we try to pin the world between opposite extremes!


Far more than a mere fairy-tale, Confessions of an Ugly Stepsister is a novel of beauty and betrayal, illusion and understanding, reminding us that deception can be unearthed--and love unveiled--in the most unexpected of places.


Critical Praise


"Maguire may choose to launch his story with a children's fairy tale, but his ideas are anything but childlike. Adult and sophisticated, his musings on beauty, ugliness, magic, reality and imagination explore how our past follows us always and shapes our self-perception and how we see ourselves in the world....All the characters are precisely drawn, their motives plain for us to see, although they usually mistake each other's desires and ambitions....[A] bewitching story..."
San Francisco Chronicle Book Review

why doesn't he count?

he's such a gentleman...


he's thoughtful...


he's sweet...


he's protective...


he's weird and interesting...


he makes me laugh...


he dresses well...


he's never late...


he's generous...


he can be silly with me...


he makes sense...


he's always there...


he keeps me grounded...


he's everything i wanted... and more


but he doesn't count

Sunday, May 07, 2006

star city


i had difficulty taking my pop tag off of me without actually cutting it off. gusto ko pa naman siyang gawing souvenir.


i fetched kid and ria in UP coz its ria's birthday and it's worth a celebration. it took us a few minutes before finally deciding on star city. a lazy boy movie and food trip are some of our choices.


im not really excited about rides. the last time i took a ride was last year and before that, it was way back third year highschool. im scared outta my wits. i cant even force a smile.


but all went well. i actually enjoyed the rides. blizzard. zyklon loop. wild river (we got real wet. sobrang dugyot!) and yes, even the surf dance.


we went in the mummy house and gabi ng lagim. and the lion is king. and of course, videoke! hehe!


the day ended at around 10 pm coz i still have to go to work. all in all, its another fun day.

happy birthday ria! love yah!



Saturday, May 06, 2006

exactly

I want to make you feel beautiful all the time. I want to make you feel the way I feel when I look at you.

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

thank gahd i have friends



i was feeling really low this morning. and i was gearing myself for a good cry, i've set my appointment with rodyn. hehe! but as usual, it didn't work out as planned. i was the one who did the consoling. its the same thing over and over again.


i met up with kid, ria, pol, dyndyn, gemma and carlo for dinner. after dinner, we went to starbucks west ave. akala ko okay na lahat. pero hindi pa rin pala.


kid has an undefined realtionship with his hunh.


rodyn, same sentiment.


is it really worth having a relationship?


at ang problema ko? nakalimutan ko na... compare to what they're going thru, my non-existent lovelife seemed nothing.


Monday, May 01, 2006

araw ko


so, kumusta naman ang araw ko? or rather, weekend ko.


it was a dear friend's birthday last saturday. personally, i always considered birthdays as the most special day of the year. just consider this. it was the day you were born. the day the world was blessed by a person as amazing as you. my friend disagreed with me. (he always does) being the manic-depressive artiste that he is.


i went to the doctor, again. no x-ray results yet. no findings yet. all generic medication. grrr!


saturday was very unproductive. i think i've slept a huge chunk of the day. and still i felt so tired that evening. init kasi eh. bakit ba kasi hindi ako sa baguio pinanganak?


i came home from work yesterday to find my younger brother home. what's good about having him home is one, he can run my errands (for a price, of course), two, he just got his license and therefore, takas na ko sa pagiging driver. yey!


no pulmonogist is available even in makati med. have to check back again on tuesday.


namimiss ko na barkada ko. hope dyn's free later, gusto ko pumunta sa kanila.



siya ang karma ko


wala na naman ako sa trail of thought ko..


sabagay, hindi naman ako writer.. at disorganized naman talaga ako dati pa. gusto ko lang isulat ang nararamdaman ko habang nararamdaman ko sya. o di ba, real time emotions. :)


so, umpisahan ko na? actually, hindi ko naman talaga alam kung saan mag-uumpisa. ang alam ko lang, malungkot ako. for a lack of a more precise term. nasasaktan. yun! sakto!


hindi pisikal na sakit. which, in my opinion, is worse. ang pisikal na sakit, gumagaling. minsan nagiging peklat. pero madalas na hindi. hay naku, lumalayo na naman ko sa topic. :)


dumating na ang panahon na kinakatakutan ni noel. (besh ko) na kakainin ko lahat ng sinabi ko. na magiging isa ako sa mga tinatawanan ko lang noon. dumating na ang karma ko.


bottomline is:


it hurts to know that you can never make a person happy as much as they were before they met you.


it hurts to know that they would never look at you as more than just a friend.


it hurts to know that they can give so much love, only you are not deserving enough to have it.


and you have given your all and still won't measure up to someone who has only given so little. or someone who has not given anything at all.


most of all, it hurts because you know all this and still you don't have the rationale to give up. you lose your battle. yet you're still holding on.


damned hopeful.