miss na kita... : a repost

miss na kita...

at kung pano natin pagtawanan ang mundo
at ang ating mga sarili

namimiss ko…

ang mga tanong mong hindi mahanapan ng sagot
ang mga takot mong walang dahilan
at ang mga pangarap mong tila walang katapusan

hinahanap ko…

ang bungisngis mo. ang kalokohan mo. ang katangahan mo.
ang mga kwento mo. mga reklamo. opinyon. ikaw.

pasensya na. hindi lang ako sanay na wala ka. pero masasanay din ako, wag ka mag-alala.

pansamantala, gusto ko lang malaman mo na… miss na kita.

blue-green

i may be unlucky in love, but i am sooo lucky with friends...

this is the 2nd poem done for me by a friend. the first one came as a surprise for me, coming from an unexpected person, who i now consider one of my closest friend (kahit hindi mutual, hehe!) . and now this one, sobrang touched talaga ako.

with mark's approval, i'm posting this poem that he made, as answer to my "green" poem.

Blue

Took a short breath, and with nothing to hold on to,
I jumped and felt every sensation that I never knew existed.
I did not open my eyes, nor dare to cry, faked one crooked smile
deep inside I was shaking, thought no one’s watching

And there you are. Standing from afar.
You understood things despite the unsaid.
Heard words unspoken. Felt the hurt, half of my tears you silently shed.
Without limit, no nothing from me you expect.

And though I thought it wasn’t possible, can’t believe it was true…
At that time, I wasn’t alone…

I was with you

Salamat, gurl!

what gets me thru the day...

besides chocolates and my psp,

are these people....

i've known them since forever.

we've been through flag ceremonies, class projects, field trips, school elections, proms, stalking-celebrities, cutting classes, UAAP rivalry, graduation problems, boyfriends, girlfriends, ex-boyfriends, ex-girlfriends, stressful work, unsuccesful out of town plans and we still can't get enough of each other.

i trust them with my life. they can finish my sentences and man, i hate it when they are sooo right about me. and yes, they know me inside out, and they're still there. talk about pagtiyatiyaga!

*****

just when i thought i'll just breeze through my existence in PS and noone would take notice...

it's actually my whole FD family, but i have to play favorites. i just have to say that, as much hardships and stress that i have to go through to reach where i am now, it is definitely worth it. not only are they some of the smartest, most patient people i know, they are also a lot of fun. and i mean a LOT of fun.

enkanto kingdom

the last time i was in enchanted kingdom was almost 10 years ago, it was for my 3rd year highschool field trip; i remembered it was raining then. the last time i was there, i only rode anchor's away and up, up and away. and did i mention it was raining?

so forgive me for being soooo excited for this particular trip. i had been looking forward to it since kuya dan volunteered the idea december last year. it was a lot of fun! and since i'm almost 10 years older, i'm a tad bit braver. except for anchor's away (which had been the reason for the almost-10 year-trauma-with-enchanted) and space shuttle, which was close for the day (me still thanking the heavens), we were everywhere.

you may view the proof here. warning: camera whores ahead!

green

you took a deep breath; both hands still shaking
you're ready to leap; proud, determined, uncaring
opening your eyes, blinking away the tears
silently smiling as the wind carry your fears,

i was watching you from afar, a nervous spectator
jaded as i am, i knew you'd be broken
and as you spead your arms to welcome the rain
i turned my back and feel your pain

but you are content
to love... just to love
with everything you are, unselfishly
without limit, even without return

and though my pride won't admit it's true
deep in my heart....

i envy you

~~para kay mark~~